My Life

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It Hurt(s)...

When I have to hold myself from texting you...but in fact I read all your messages and keep them in mind

When I have to pretend that I don't care about you...but in fact I read all the things you wrote everywhere

When I had to force myself to be cold when I was reading those flattering messages...but in fact I couldn't stop smiling and blushing




And it hurts like hell when I can't do anything just because I don't want you to get carried away, over and over again




Damn... it's so hard being mature, isn't it?

And...

I: There.

Me: What?

I: I deleted my Twitter account.

Myself: Again???

Me: WTF?!?!?! Why???

I: Nothing.

Myself: What do you mean? 'Nothing'? What kind of answer is that?

I: Yep, that's the truth. That's the correct answer. Because of...nothing.

Me & Myself: ...

God: :-)

Persembahan Yang Hidup

Persembahan bukan semata-mata mempersembahkan uang sebagai syukur kepada Tuhan, namun lebih dalam dari itu mau menyatakan bahwa hidup kita sebagai jemaat Tuhan adalah benar-benar milik Tuhan, dan kita dapat hidup hanya karena anugerah Tuhan.

Melalui ayat persembahan yang dibacakan, jemaat diingatkan bahwa persembahan yang sesungguhnya adalah mempersembahkan hidup kita sebagai korban persembahan yang hidup, yang kudus, dan yang berkenan kepada Tuhan.

Melalui nyanyian persembahan, jemaat mengekspresikan syukur kepada Tuhan atas pemeliharaan yang telah diterimanya.

Melalui doa persembahan, jemaat menyerahkan hidupnya kepada Tuhan, sumber kehidupan untuk dituntun dan dipeliharaNya, sehingga apa yang dikerjakan dalam hidupnya menjadi persembahan yang hidup, yang kudus, dan yang berkenan kepadaNya.

Renungan Minggu, 15 Agustus 2010
Warta Jemaat Gereja Kristen Indonesia Kebayoran Baru

Within Temptation - "All I Need"

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't I ever learn
I've lost all my trust though I've surely tried to
Turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I've tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away
Don't tear me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place

Goodbye, Twitter

Fiuw.....it's been great times with you, dear Twitter.

Terima kasih atas kesediaannya menjadi tempat sampahku. Damn, it feels like I'm homeless now. Well, I think it's time for having my leisure times back with Facebook...and Blogspot of course.

Thank you, all